So, where to start… I actually wrote an article about what first occurred during this week with my eyes operating independently from each other. That happened on the Friday night before my Husband left for South Africa. A very strange occurrence and one that baffled the ER Doc as well as another Doc who works the ER, the Urgent Care Docs and anyone else I told about it. Except a few other Energy Healers that I know. You can read about that experience by clickinghere.
Next I had pretty severe stomach pain…So now it’s Wednesday night and I’m woken up with really bad stomach cramping. I’ve had this happen a few times before. One time as I was clearing a lot of energy going through my Awakening your Light Body course and another time when I asked to take my clients pain away from him by taking it on myself because I know how to clear my own energy. Well, that’s a real NO NO, I learned my lesson. It was a valuable one too, because as an Energy Healer we must not take on our clients “junk”, we need to be clear and maintain our own energy to ever be an effective healer, or facilitator of healing.
This time it was even stronger. I managed to sleep on and off somehow. Woke the next day and my insides felt like they had gone through the wringer. I felt beaten up inside, like I had been vomiting all night long and my muscles were so sore. I could only walk slowly. I still had the stomach pain or cramping, it’s hard to describe, but it was not as sever as it was during the night. I cancelled everything I had scheduled for that day and rested. The next day, Friday, I felt a bit better. I could move around a bit more freely. Thought I was getting better.
I was doing some work scheduling a guest for my Radio Show coming up this Tuesday, tomorrow at 1pm EST on Blog Talk Radio. The show is all aboutSpiritual Awakening. I mention to my guest, RoseMarie Rubinetti Cappiello, a gifted Medium/Intuitive/Healer, about the experience with my eyes and also the stomach pain. This was her response to me:
“Yes you are clearing– embrace it and consciously release. You went inter-dimensional while you were conscious. You were either partly out of your body and in another dimension (like we do when we are dreaming) or you were simultaneously in two dimensions. I am curious as to what spurred this? and the clearing? what has been going on? especially April May June of this year that you are experiencing such shifts?? and more importantly, what is your soul getting ready for! That should be really exciting.”
Then a little bit later she emailed me again with this:
“I am listening to your recent radio show on “are we more than our bodies“…. this was the concept– what you experienced was the experiential! how perfect.. you talked about it and then got to experience it. This also goes with the power of your law of attraction abilities– you think it you get it… how perfect. This lets you know you walk your talk woman”
Then the next day, yesterday, things turned.I woke up feeling really good. Still had some soreness on my right side but I could walk freely and at a regular pace. I felt really good. I figured I was over whatever it was. Soooooo, I decided to go shopping. I drove over to the stores, went through Home Goods, got a few things. I was on line and had a “hot flash” I believe. I get them now and then. I got a bit of clammy sweaty feeling, paid for my things and went to my car. I then drove across the street to go to Marshall’s. But, I parked my car and wasn’t sure I could actually go in. I started feeling a bit off. I even consulted my pendulum. It was telling me not to. Still I thought, well I think I can. Then I started feeling a bit more off, sort of dizzy.
So I thought I had better drive back home. I live about 10 minutes away from where I was. Now, the Urgent Care was a block away from where I was. But I didn’t think of going there. I did think maybe if I got something to eat I’d feel better. I turned into a strip mall where there is a McDonald’s, thought I’d grab something quick and eat it and then be able to drive home. But when I got in that parking lot about to go on line I got the message don’t, just go home. So, I started to go home, called my Son so that I could speak to him as I drove. Started towards the Interstate (only a 2 lane parkway) as I was speaking to my Son this feeling was getting worse I knew I couldn’t drive. But now I was already getting onto the Parkway. So I kept talking to my Son as I got on and right off the parkway and back onto the road I was on before and over to the Urgent Care. I made it, and my Son was now on his way to meet me there. I walked in and told then I think I’m going to faint.
Next thing I know they’re sending me to the ER at a local Hospital.I met with a Doctor there and explained what had been happening. I also was having this weird feeling in my left hand during all of this. This time I tell the Doc about my weird eye experience of course leaving out the part that it’s part of mySpiritual Awakening. I didn’t want them to send me to the psych ward, hehehe. So since they could not make sense out of what I had been experiencing over the past week the Doc of course wanted to be safe and send me to the ER, oh and they gave me baby aspirin.
Did I mention that my blood work from the day before came back all normal. They gave me an EKG and that too was normal, blood pressure normal, etc. all normal. But of course the fact that I felt I was going to faint… not normal. They thought better safe than sorry. Still all the while I just had this knowing that I was OK and that this is all just part of some sort of clearing and for my Spiritual growth as an Energy Healer.
So, now Ambulance workers, (AWESOME people), another EKG, fine no problem, blood pressure, the works along the ride over. Now I’m in the ER, again another EKG, blood work, blood pressure etc. all good. Except my oxygen level dropped and then went back up. I go through a Chest Xray and a Head CAT Scan. Doc doesn't think it has anything to do with my gallbladder as was mentioned the day before. Later in the day I explain that I feel some discomfort on my right side near my ribs when I breath in. The Doc’s warning bells go off she orders new blood work worried about a blood clot in my lung. The blood comes back at 800 when normal is 500 and now I have to go for a Chest CAT Scan with Contrast.
Inner knowing, nothing to worry about, all is well.
During this time I didn’t worry. I knew that even if there turned out to be something there then it must be something to learn and grow from. I was calm. As I went for that CAT Scan I called on all my Guides and Angels and was just sending LoVe to everyone and everything. I had an amazing meditation during these days that was a strong message of LOVE. So this is what I worked with.
Over these days I had been giving myself Reiki, (pure love), and working with The GATE and I just knew I was OK and that this was all just part of my spiritual awakening as RoseMarie had confirmed for me only days before. And I forgot to say that as I was in the ER I pulled a Soul Coaching Oracle Card for myself it was… TRANSFORMATION. How perfect! So I knew all was well.